My unsolicited depression doesn't weigh me down, I wake up in time for work, I don't question myself at work, I retain just enough energy to go to the gym and I don't hate myself for being alone when I finally come home. Oh, and I manage to figure out something new in the C programming language, I feel high enough to feel like singing a song, actually singing a song out loud, a friend texts me and asks for my attention. Any one of these and I don't feel miserable. All of them, and I feel good until the next day.