What you're shocked at is that I see the Democratic Party for what they are, and am willing to still work on their behalf IRL because no other viable solution exists within the current structure of our government. I also don't believe voting will actually help us anymore inside the current structure, because I believe a bullet box is needed more than a ballot box right now.
However I take every avenue available for a better life for myself and others, even when I don't believe it to be THE solution. Nor does this change the fact the the Democratic Party has a history of rolling over for Republicans. And are currently using Trans people as scapegoats. I can be upset and still do what needs to be done, because I've done it my whole life. I vote in the primaries, I've voted third party in local races when its appropriate, and even once nationally for Gary Johnson(most progressive candidate at the time, and supported "The Fair Tax" which was a backdoor UBI) in 2012 after Obama spent his first term rolling over for Republicans, and Leiberman fucked us over on healthcare.
And I don't believe my comments cause disinterest in voting that wasn't already there, but I gotta tell you the blueberries that show up acting like assholes makes me not want to even bother anymore, and just focus on my own local neighborhood and let the rest of the country fall even further into the shit. You've personally contributed that disinterest for me. I wonder how much more disinterest you've inspired by choosing to ignore the very real problems in the DNC.