Hrt is pretty accessible in the state that im in but overall USA is currently not lgbt friendly and not immigrant friendly.
I genuinely wish you the best of luck girly, my heart breaks knowing that your in such an unsafe position. Please let me know if you need any kind of help, just ask. If i cant do what you need, i can still try to source it.
Youre very brave and strong, especially with your posts knowing that your IRL situation is scary. Braver than me, braver than most. ❤️