If I assumed such malice I would be ducking and covering rather than engaging 😊 I appreciate the open mind!

I will tell you a neat tidbit. There's parts of the more common trans experience of gender not widely experienced by cis people. One of these is a deeper sense of connection and kinship with cis people of our gender. We look at them as "our people" in a way cis people generally don't think of other cis people. It's part of why peer rejection hurts so much... But it's also something beautiful once it's understood and if I believed in there being a design to life and all this then the function of the occasional gender optimist programmed to see the best in men while implicitly understanding the plight of women thrown in sounds like it would serve a decent purpose. It's my hope to spread optimism and help others to find new avenues of compassion. I really do hope the best for you my friend.