"don't you dare try to challenge the state monopoly on violence or they'll use violence against you even harder!!" oh nooooo.

Dunno if you've noticed, but they also execute people just for dropping their kids off at school or for helping other civilians they've assaulted. Personally it's my opinion that if they're going to kill you anyways, I'd rather die on my feet with a gun in my hand and the possibility of taking one or two of them with me. If you'd prefer being shot to death while already disarmed and muscled to the ground, don't let me stop you, but also please don't try convincing the rest of us that's the only "right" way to die.

There is no way out of this but through, and going through it will almost certainly lead to more innocent people dying at the hands of fascists, regardless of what resistance they offer. In light of that? Any and all resistance is acceptable, including that which is, or has the potential for, violence. Or put another way, it's only suicide if you're not shooting back.