For what it's worth, not sure if I remember you, but I was never good at names, even fake internet names. I'll take your word for it tbh, I don't feel like digging through post history haha.
A mighty "hell yeah" for you being back and healthier though! I could just be projecting here but I imagine most people have regrets about their past behavior (believe me as a borderline I do), and if they don't...well here's your reminder that you're no Jesus. So I hope you aren't being too hard on yourself, because look, you're here a better person than yesterday, and that's pretty dope.