Do you actually have thoughts in your head or do you just pick random internet retorts? I've never seen someone work themselves up so much while being so completely void of anything they're saying

Nothing exists.

I think the barn is obscuring your view of the moon.

No, lol. The ideas of people like Kastrup and Hoffman rely on consciousness being distinct from matter, and not a product of matter. Brainwaves are measurable, as biology advances we understand the electrical signals and chemicals forming perception. Further, matter is measurable and consistent, many humans can measure the same rock's mass in isolation from each other and get the same result without knowing the mass or the results beforehand.

What you're doing is deliberately holding onto idealism as the basis for justifying what you personally wish to be true. Idealism always returns, in some fashion, to religion, as explanation. It's a further abstraction from science and replicatable results in favor of subjectivism and vibes.

You're having a bit of a meltdown now because you can't actually argue against science. You have a hypothesis, and reject anything going against that on the basis of your hypothesis resting on the immeasurable and immaterial.