That's really hard to narrow down; I suspect that she didn't really want me from some point in childhood onward. When I was a teen she said that her duty to God was completed once I turned 18, and she'd be rid of me. When I turned 17, she developed short-timers syndrome, if you'll pardon the slang, and I was kicked out. God's gonna be so maaaaaaaddd!

It was hard going for 10 or so years, but I'm 38 now and doing just fine.