Oh oh, Spongibob is gonna have a tremendous realization
Try my way:
-have to do things
-dont do it or do it partially
-want to kill myself for a while because i feel a worthless piece of shit who cant accomplish anything, even the things that i care and would benefit my future
-forget how shit you felt after like 1-2 days because you had a random moderatly good day caused by the weight of previuosly mentioned things to do going away after you failed them
-feel good until new thing
-repeat
I would like to get a motorcycle or a vespa to wander around, but the little savings i have are for everyday needs and university linked expenses. I would also like to get some old weapons and go shooting sometimes, but they are as expensive as bikes. If i had some spare i would upgrade my gaming pc but i have not turned it on in months so i cant say its somethinng i would absolutely do if i had the possibility.
Yeah i agree. I'll just have to stamp the concept that i can have meaningful experiences even if i feel like im not in my "youth" anymore deep in my brain haha. Btw glad you got better and became anti-capitalist. we have nothing to lose but our chains! :)
In these times it feels we get a "once in a lifetime" event every other week hahaha. I guess one will become accustomed to that sooner or later.
I'm glad you're doing good :)
I think you're right, it's just sometimes is hard to imagine that the best part of your life could come in a different period than the one when, as you said, you got both agency and minimal reponsibility.
Maybe i feel this way cause my dad kept repeating that i shouldnt waste my youth, and i probably got stuck comparing what he did in his twenties and what little i feel like i did in mine. retrospectively i probably did what i could back then, what i felt okay doing. We'll see what the future reserves us
Well yeah of course, i recognise im very lucky compared to others, i don't want to pass the idea that i think im in the worst place i could be and neither i write this in hope to get others to feel sorry for me. I was just putting my thoughts outside of my head.
About the work part, i probably gave the wrong idea. It's not like im rich or smth that i can think of not working. I would like to continue to stay in university and get a Phd and maybe who know become a professor, but for my subject of study, which is underfunded compared to STEM, and in Italy in general it's hard to get accepted if you don't get a little "help" from a professor. If i cant pursue in this career id have to search for another kind of employment, and i guarantee you, here in Italy they aren't anxious to give a job to somebody fresh out of uni which hasnt graduated in engineering or IT. Thats want i meant with "i'll have to start working".
Anyways yeah you are right, i was lucky thats, for sure. I try my best to do what i think is better for my life, maybe im just nostalgic.
Sometimes it is hard, but we can do this. :)
I guess it is. It's kinda shit no?
I love pizza
Well, i think you made a pretty good point. Maybe i really am rationalizing.
But about your example with another civilization, don't you think there's a pretty big difference between two civilized (even if at different levels) species, where the more advanced one could recognise the fact we are just at a lower grade but still "respect" the fact we are sentient, and between humans and animals?
I mean, even if they are on another stage of civilization i dont think we can subjogate like those tribes who lives uncontacted in islands or forests, cause they are still people.
The point i was waking reffered to the post, which implies the fact that leftism is tied to veganism and that NOT being vegan strip me of the tag of leftist. I disagree with that. I just then added my opinion on veganism which you corrected (rightfully). I would be enviromentalist then if i'll happen yo stop eating meat.