OP is doing it wrong : the point of (destroying your body with) alcohol is to to go to bed and pass out without thinking about the meaning of life

If this was all I had on my schedule I would get so much done and feel the taste of freedom every day. Like what happened to cooking dinner, doing dishes and laundry, driving kids to soccer practice etc during weekdays. If you have time to watch TV then you have time to do whatever you feel like doing.

You can squeeze in an extra few hours of sleep in the weekend of you destroy your body with alcohol after work instead.

One of the ways you can resist is by treating your body well, your mind well, and your friends well.

How can you fight and build community if you're not taking care of yourself?

Hey now, I destroy my body with food and alcohol every day. And weed and nicotine.
The world still sucks

Where's the quietly crying in your room alone?

Why aren't gym & rock climbing & pole dancing on that flow chart?

You forgot

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If you are serious, please seek help. This is not normal. I hope you get better <3

... fuck

I feel seen