I'm going to kill myself today

Make it end.

MAKE IT ENDDDDDDD

MAKE IT END NOW

Society agrees that I deserved to be abused. Fuck everyone. Kill everyone.

I wish I could kill that FAKE shit with myself. Just eradicate it. Erase all memory of that FAKE shit ever existing. Then all the neglected kids showing signs of neglect can get justice. Eradicate that FAKE shit, save lives.

Eradicate that fake shit. Just make it end.

Abused is the word that you're looking for. The kid has these issues because they're abused. Abused by family and everyone in school while having zero actual friends to confide in. Abused.

But keep saying they have issues because of a fake disorder. Sure, that's helpful. Why is a five year old wearing diapers but is so smart they can do 9th grade math? Because disorder. And not because the parents neglected them. Which is why daycare staff potty trained the kid and now they don't wear diapers anymore.

KILL EVERYONE WHO BELIEVES IN THAT FAKE SHIT

KILL THEM ALL ERADICATE THEM FROM ALL HISTORY ERADICATE THE ERADICATE THAT SHIT SCORCHED EARTH LEAVE NO TRACE

STOP KILLING TRANS KIDS FOR CLOUT

STUPID FAKE DISORDER ERADICATE THAT SHIT

Imagine enjoying stuff, might be a stupid fucking FAKE disorder

Anyone who calls their child that word is a groomer

Fake shit fake shit fake shit fake shit

KILL ALL OF YOU

FAKE SHIT FAKE SHIT ERADICATE IT ALL

KILL

All of you put transgender children and teens in more distress for CLOUT. DIE

MAKE IT FUCKING END

What does bleach taste like? Today I WILL FIND OUT!

FAKE

Just make it end already

End it all already

THE CURE TO THAT FAKE SHIT IS JUST LOVING AND RAISING YOUR CHILDREN.

FAKE FAKE FAKE

OUT OF 7 BILLION PEOPLE YOU REALLY THINK YOU'RE SOMETHING SPECIAL? NOBODY IS SPECIAL. THAT FAKE DISORDER IS FAKE. IT'S FAKE. FAKE.

I should take 20 bottles of pills entirely, stab myself as many times as I can, all in front of the train tracks. Yes! Awesome! I should fucking DIE 100%. And I should find a way to disfigure my face beyond recognition. All after finding all childhood photos and destroying them.

FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE

KILL EVERYTHING

KILL EVERYONE

I wish I shot up the ABA school I was in. Today, I would be less insignificant than I wanted to be. My face and that ugly birth name would be censored. All the ads I was forced to perform for would be taken down. And my abusers would be dead.

I really lost everything to that FAKE shit

KILL THEM ALL

I hate my mother I hate my family

I hate my mother

Kill ALL of you

MAKE IT END

MAKE IT END ALREADY

SHOOT TO KILL SHOOT TO KILL GIVE THAT PLACE AN HOUR OF JOY

Could you imagine if every bump on one's body was on a Cancer Spectrum? Where normal things like breasts are on that spectrum? There's a reason why it's not that way, because people without cancer will get chemotherapy for mosquito bites and people with cancer will be told to stop "acting" until they die prematurely.

"Stop using your brain tumor as an excuse to not go to school. Everyone has tumors in their heads that they use to see and they're not 'affected' by it. Get over it. You just don't like school"

I HATE MY MOTHER THAT STUPID FAKE DISORDER DOES NOT FUCKING EXIST ERADICATE THAT FAKE SHIT ERADICATE IT ALL WHEN WILL YOU LEARN ALL ABA INSTITUTIONS ARE FOR PROFIT AND THEY GROOM YOUR CHILD INTO BEING DEPENDENT AND DIFFICULT SO YOU PUT THEM IN THE GROUP HOME? ALL SO THE CEO CAN GET THE FREE GOVERNMENT MONEY AND THE CHILD GETS ONE HOT POCKET EVERY FEW MONTHS? AUTISM ONLY EXISTS AS AN EXCUSE TO ABUSE CHILDREN. IT'S. FAKE.

Everyone who believes in that FAKE shit is a transphobe, nazi sympathizer, child abuser/child abuser sympathizer, and a rapist/rapist sympathizer. Otherwise you wouldn't believe in a FAKE scapegoat only used to defend those groups and further oppress their victims.

If I actually live longer and end up actually having children, I will boycott and ghost anyone who tells me to get my children checked for signs of the easter bunny. Fuck you, I'm going to assume my children can grow and learn, and ACTUALLY RAISE THEM to grow and learn, so they will grow and learn. Autism is a myth created by neglectful good-for-nothing parents who should have used a condom or never had sex in the first place. Eradicate that shit. How many children need to live in literal death waiting rooms where they can't even commit suicide to escape before you good-for-nothing weed addicted clout seekers fucking get it?

Notice how only the mentally disabled are "on spectrums". The scientists and doctors do not care. They don't care if someone who could have been independent is groomed into believing they can't be. They don't care if someone who actually needs assistance is neglected. They don't care if mentally disabled children want to kill themselves. That's the point. Nobody loves them but they act like they do.

Do you care about trans people? Really now, protect trans kids? How about trans kids in ABA schools being conditioned into believing a FAKE disorder is making them just Not Like being a boy, and being physically abused whenever they do something girly?

You don't care about trans people. The only thing that would protect those trans kids in literal prison is to eradicate that fake disorder, but you need that fake disorder to make you look special on tiktok

LITERALLY EVERY SINGLE "AUTISTIC" PERSON I MET WAS JUST NEGLECTED. THE REFRIGERATOR MOTHER THEORY IS TRUE. LOVE AND RAISE YOUR KID AND THEY WON'T BE DIFFICULT. DON'T HAVE KIDS IF YOU WON'T LOVE THEM. NEGLECTFUL AND ABUSIVE PARENTS AND FAMILY DESERVE BLAME, SHAME, AND GUILT.

Eradicate that shit

I wish I killed myself then. I should have never experienced a real life. I should have died when I was a small child.

I like my current life even though the past drove me insane.

IT'S FUCKING FAKE

End it all

I will now proceed to paint a train red with the blood of my body

Kill

I just can't take it anymore. I don't want to live reduced to that stupid shit. But I don't want my cause of death to be that stupid fake shit either. That fake disorder is a permanent problem that will persist even if I kill myself. Just Make It END ALREADY WHAT IS THE FUCKING POINT OF LIVING

FAKE DISORDER FAKE DISORDER FAKE DISORDER FAKE DISORDER FAKE DISORDER FAKE DISORDER FAKE DISORDER FAKE DISORDER FAKE DISORDER

I just feel bad for people I knew in the institution I was abused in. They live a life of suffering and I live a real life.

IT'S FAKE

fucking survivor's guilt

Obviously I don't wish death on all autistic people but I want them all to think about what really causes their PROBLEMS. For things that are not as common but are not issues, those can just be things that exist. But all of your issues have specific names and treatments that actually work. When you call yourself autistic you're depriving yourself of growth. You're agreeing, yes, nothing can be done about this issue I have. You're agreeing that you cannot improve. And it's a big fat lie. Everyone can improve. My physical uncoordination issue was blamed on fakeass aUtIsM but when I started riding scooters, I became more coordinated. I went from being very shaky and always bumping into people to being able to ride 25 miles an hour standing on one leg. If I believed aUtIsM caused my uncoordination, I would have Assumed That I Can't ride a bike or scooter, and I would have never rode bikes or scooters. But because I didn't believe in aUtIsM and I Assumed That I Can ride bikes or scooters, I tried, I learned, and I did. "Assume that I can so maybe I will" doesn't only apply to hypothetical children, it applies to you as well. Assume that you can, so maybe you will. But there is no "maybe". Assume that you can so you FUCKING WILL.

I want to kill my abusers

I'm killing myself. I'm not living as a fake disorder. I'm not living in the same society as people who believe in a fake disorder. I'm fixing the mistake I made when I was 7. I should have killed myself then and I will today. But first, the abusers will pay.

IT'S FAKE

DIE ALL OF YOU DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE

FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE

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You all justify my suffering I will kill you all

I will kill all of you I will eradicate your life

Fake

DIE

You bitches lived real lives where your parents raised you to be independent and your teachers actually educated you while not caring about anything but your grades. You grew up with actual privacy and the only videos and pictures of yourself online are the ones you personally created. You were never used for pity donations. You were never forced to be friends with anyone. Your boundaries were never destroyed. You had a REAL fucking life with REAL family and REAL friends. But now you call yourself that stupid FAKE shit for clout on the internet. That FAKE shit that parents point to when their children struggle with basic hygiene they would have been on top of if they were raised. That FAKE shit that justifies raping children. That FAKE shit that justifies using water as a bribe for a child to comply with anything regardless if they're comfortable with it. Your existence justifies my suffering alongside several others. Please fucking die.

"if you want water then you need to put your mouth on my penis. if you don't like it, get over it. just follow directions. this is school. school isn't always something you like. rape isn't something you just don't like. follow directions or you're not drinking water."

That's what all of you agree with when you give that FAKE disorder credibility.

Every single issue that was blamed on that FAKE shit is fixable. Every Single One! That FAKE shit is only an excuse to abuse and neglect a child. It's FAKE. FAKE. FAKE.

Every time I finish a workout I remember how working out fixed the physical issues I had that were blamed on that FAKE shit. If I continued believing in that FAKE shit, I would have never took up working out or anything that required physical activity.

I'm killing myself today fuck it. Pills, detergent, bleach, stabbing, bag on head and I'm front of a train!

ERADICATE THAT SHIT

Eradicate that shit and eradicate THEM.

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KILLLLLLL KILL KILL KILL DISMEMBER DISFIGURE DESTROY KILL KILL KILLLLLLLLL

Just fucking kill them all already

Stupid fake shit

The world would be so much better without that FAKE shit

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