The panic and immediate sadness after you drink in a dream, and the misery when you wake up and still feel like you drank because you can't remember going to bed sober immediately both suck... But the realisation that it was a dream is SO sweet!
Yeah absolutely, I just find that it's tough to be motivated at first, so while trying to keep my social life alive and kicking (it's sort of died lately but I'm comfortable with that cos I'm realising a lot of my friends are more like drinking buddies) I did let myself be lazy. It feels good to be getting more active!
Good on you working with other alcoholics though. Good work 🙏