Yeah I've got a complicated relationship with my height and size in general. Like on one hand it amplifies a lot of the crap I deal with being trans, and it's always so awkward being a head taller than every other woman in a room, and I find myself trying to make myself smaller, but on the other hand I'm barely taller than my mom and some of my old friends from growing up are tall enough they had to be tested for gigantism as kids so I've got so many positive associations with height, and my wife really likes my height