Nothing you have argued is an argument that tells me I should vote for the orange child rapist.

Uh, you are technically correct, but I don't know what your talking about. I never advocated for you voting for him. I hate him more than I hate the Democrats.

I had no option on my ballot that doesn’t suck.

Then do a write-in

I am not going to run for office, and I am not going to die fighting the assholes that are in charge.

Yeah, giving up seems like your strategy. I'm saying that is a bad strategy, that has openly not worked so far.

I want better, but I have no power to do anything except throw my own life away.

Well, unlike you, I don't think fighting fascim and genocide is "throwing your life away". I think those are pretty worthwhile causes to fight against.

You also do have power, in other options than that: Help out locally at homeless shelters, food banks, street-cleanups, envrionmental cleanups. Pass out fliers, support mutual-aid groups, etc.