Leaving this here in case anyone needs, it's never a burden or bother to talk to someone about feelings of killing yourself. We've all had them at one point or another, and it's incredibly tempting to succumb to those thoughts thinking you'd be better off or others would if you were gone.

Please just do everyone you love in your life a favor and talk to someone about it. Nobody will be upset or hate you or think you're weak for reaching out. Everyone has dark moments in their lives, and we need to help each other to rise above the despair the evil fucks in the world are forcing us to deal with on a daily basis.