Once again, our judicial system is a gargantuan, messy machine with thousands of moving parts and millions of people trying to interpret and apply millions of laws across millions of cases, each with its own circumstances.
I am not equating my personal experience with the BOP and federal court system to evidence that our justice system is perfect or inherently fair. I have explicitly acknowledged that wrongful prosecutions happen, innocent people go to prison, and judges, prosecutors, police officers, and other officials make serious mistakes. My point has always been narrower: the justice system is, for the most part, functional at determining guilt and administering punishment for crimes.
The reason I brought up my own experience is simple: it is the experience I actually have. The prison system is an entirely different world and culture a society within society. And once you're inside, being white isn't necessarily some automatic advantage.
I was sentenced under the law and served my time because I committed a crime. The idea that I somehow received a special benefit simply because I am white doesn't comport with my actual experience. I went to prison because I broke the law, and I was punished for it.
The cognitive dissonance here is remarkable. It is one thing to look at the system from the outside and form conclusions about it; it is another to actually live through it. I can tell you that, in my experience, the overwhelming majority of the people I did time with had committed serious crimes and deserved to be incarcerated. That doesn't mean the system is incapable of injustice, nor does it excuse the horrific things I witnessed while I was in the BOP. I saw things nobody should have to see and met people nobody should have to meet.
And yet, after experiencing all of that firsthand, I still came out believing that our judicial system is, for the most part, functional.
That's the point I don't think people are understanding. I served time in prison for a crime I committed, experienced the system from the inside, and I'm still capable of assessing it objectively rather than simply condemning it because I had a terrible experience.