Not great. I feel like everyone is happy ignoring the fact I'm trans. Especially if it makes them feel awkward. I'm really struggling with holding the reality of being trans, and that being actually a fairly normal thing, and the reality that f&f can act like I'm not, that I don't need support, that I can just carry on being who they want to see me as (cis).

It's really exhausting and it gives me panic attacks.