I'm somewhere between them both

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[–] 42 points 3 months ago (3 children)

I blocked out large parts of my childhood instead. Anytime i questioned my gender i put it out of mind, or told myself thats not a thought i should have.

I didnt feel dysphoria 95% of the time, because i didnt allow myself to feel dysphoria. In an unhealthy way.

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  • [–] 9 points 3 months ago

    I had different problems in my teen years, so it didn't cross my mind or at least I don't remember. I remember actively repressing everything about my past and every time I got a negative thought I would just punch myself. Maybe now that I am better I've had time to notice.

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