Mistake me not, I want a vaginoplasty. For myself.

But for whatever reason, which I'm going to decipher with a therapist soon, I could not consent to this particular vaginoplasty, under those particular circumstances, with that particular team, that particular technique, this particular set of expectations...

One or more of those elements are to blame, and possibly others unlisted. But for the last two days I have been thinking, and there is no doubt in my mind I want to have a vagina.