i think i'm kind of superimposing the prayers and acknowledgements because (1) the last one i was at was at a church and it was kind of both, (2) i'm a church musician and when all you've got is a hammer, and (3) like, statesia. prayers. you know.

one of my grandfathers was one of the kids stolen from his tribe (fuck if we know which one) by the mormons as part of their Indian Placement Program (theologically they wanted to turn the natives white. don't get me started). so like, i don't want to sear all white people with the same brand, but like, sometimes the acknowledgements feel like a bandaid. okay most of the time.

all i know is it fucked up my grandfather something terrible