(POST EDIT: TRYING TO MAKE THE SITUATION LESS CONFUSING)

1. Demigirl part (on my bio) is just my dissociation/emptiness feeling making me not have sense of my own gender;

2. Yeah, I seem to be bissexual;

3. This is the fourth school I've been on and I'm always bullied. Infact, they managed to get me on a written warning situation just today;

4. Somehow, I ended with a crush on a girl from my church. I thought I was really bi and got all invested on it (thus the porn);

5. But then I realized I also have crushes on EVERY. PERSON. that was nice to me and not my friend or relative. Which means my brother's friends, online friends...;

6. And now I want help to stop.