It's insane to me that humanity, as in civilians, don't seem to care. We don't even live natural humanity anymore...

People love to shit on peter theil, but we are basically part of creating a path to the crazy shit he talks about. And because of that, in some ways, he is correct to be pushing for what he believes, because in a cyber world it's basic necessity.

When I step back and look at humanity is feels gut wrenchingly evil, as if evil controls the world and has already sucked the soul from our "modern civilizations".

Also it's as if everything I was taught to live for growing up was a lie. Like every generation gets told lies to keep them in line for some grand orchestrated ideological path that is separated from the honest essence of what it means to be human. And then once you get old enough to realize, you get labelled crazy.

I wish young people would realize this. But it's also like telling the truth to them kills their innocence because the honest reality is... Life is war and chaos and if you aren't in that reality, you're kind of just existing as an escapist and a tool for something inhumane. It sounds odd and contradictory, but it's not as paradoxical as it seems.