Not crazy. I think you're getting at something. Like getting into a more "Zen" (to use the western connotation of the word) like routine is indeed nice and peaceful. I do think all my different obsessions are to keep me occupied from doing the hard work of actualizing, and like, worlding a better place.
So much easier to come home from work and just throw myself headlong into the Good Computer until my head is so full I can't think of what might be missing.
Sorry if I'm misinterpreting you. That's my own take on it anyway