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My dad refuses to talk to me because I bring up the past and am "bizarre," being schizoaffective and autistic (lemmy.world)
submitted 5 months ago by to c/depression_now@lemmy.world
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My mom found out she had HIV when I was two months old. He has a new family now. Threw out his old one when I was thirteen. Kept me. Threw me away when I wasn't good enough. Apologized. Threw me away again.

×many years and cycles, through track, ROTC, college breakdown, and years of useless piece of shit after

I think I work WITH the CIA, or FBI, or Illuminati, or maybe the aliens put a bug in my head

It's GOD, obviously!

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[–] [S] 1 point 5 months ago (7 children)

I am schizoaffective and autistic with PTSD. I have had a horrible life, yet a great life too. I was once a scourge, an edglord. I have done so much to heal and yet I am still broken. I am hurting. This is my art; I have an educational (f)art project where I teach philosophy, spirituality, and mental health skills to help people heal n self-actualize. I post authentically. I am sad as sad can be now. Video games used to be my escapism. Now writing and posting and broadcasting is. I have a long history (originally on Reddit) and I try to reach people to try to teach or illuminate, at least what stands out to them, personally.

Currently, just someone non-judgmental would be really nice.

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  • [–] 4 points 5 months ago (4 children)

    When you walk up to a person and scream in their face until they hit you, you’re the problem and not the victim.

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  • [–] [S] 0 points 5 months ago (2 children)

    Yea, us cops are the problem, not the one who defaults to committing assault, but I just say that to illustrate how your base nature will fail you in this POLICE STATE, cuz I tot3s ant a kop

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  • [–] [S] -1 points 5 months ago

    And I just want to make sure you understand.

    A cop would neeeever do what I do.

    This does not say "...and everyone who loves TO practice lying."

    ...but I'm just a dog AND a sorcerer, whatever those are, and us plus the undercover cops down there have the sinners surrounded.

    ...you idoltarer...

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