its a sucky time for sure. Alls you can do is what you can do and don't do what you think should not be done. Try to be the best you can be and try not to let the obvious future get you down. Whats funny to me is my personal circumstance would certainly make things better if they were better in a way but ultimately I could not be happy as the world is even if I was rich. The problem is how we are doing things. Our society itself would need to be more equitable overall for me to be happy no matter where I fell in it.