Realized that I've been on the spectrum my entire life and coming to terms with how that was reflected during my youth and into adulthood.

Also still unable to find a job for the past year and a half in the IT industry due to AI gatekeeping entry and mid-level jobs.

All while trying to renovate my late parents' house to modernize it, archiving a shit ton of documents, photos, etc. Closest thing to a "9-5" I have at the moment.

I'm 30, btw. My 20s were much more productive/active.