osanna@lemmy.vg There's a vast, vast gulf between "life is not imbued with inherent meaning" and "I just don't see the point in anything". Nihilism, as a world view, isn't generally crippling. It just boils down to "this is what this is, and nothing more".

You don't sound like a nihilist, you sound deeply depressed. You can be a nihilist and depressed, but what you're expression sounds much more like depression rather than nihilism.