I know I am badly informed about the way things are done in a functional Communist state, like China, and my views are entirely coloured by my western up bringing. I'm over 50yo so I have a lot of cultural assumptions to overcome. That said I struggle with the idea that communism can function without very strict controls and closed door bureaucracy. I guess I prefer to KNOW I'm being lied to by the media and my government, rather than only suspect it but not be able to talk about it.
Regards my desire for individual freedoms, this is not about consumerism. I'm a simplistic guy, I'm not dreaming of the shop-till-you-drop life, or a mansion with 50 cars. I'm talking about my ability to go places and say things without fear that I will be arrested for sharing my views. There will always be consequences for our actions, and if what we say directly results in destruction, pain, or death that is a good thing, but I won't be silenced just to keep the peace.
I'll say it again. We are in challenging times with hyper conservatism ruining everyone's day, but I'm hopeful.