Nope I get it. My outlook is pretty well grounded in the "for i was dead before I was born" outlook (Mark Twain I believe), and multiple readings of the book The Power of Now. That book is seriously life changing and far better than any popular religious text could be in my opinion. I believe if the world could leave behind their preconceived beliefs and practice whats written in that book there would be a massive shift to peace.

I also should have made more clear. While I love my stuff (I am a maximalist by nature), I of course love family (and my dogs) the most. I also have just always been a person who enjoys being alone a lot too and finds that the world and humanity who came before us have given us so much so there is unlimited things to explore and experience, and no rules to what you can do unless you impart them on yourself.

I see a lot of hate and anger around me against people who have done nothing but exist, and its really hard to understand. Clearly these hateful people weren't brought up to just be nice. Of course the rise of facism requires us to stand up for the rights of humanity as well, so being passive all the time can also be wrong.