Well, I’m of three minds on that topic.

One is that I’m a piece of shit fuck-up addict that doesn’t deserve anyone.

The other is that since I got clean I’m too scared to pursue anyone because the last relationship ended so poorly it pushed me to get clean and I feel like I’d fuck it up again.

The other other is that I’m doing much better since getting clean and feel like a relationship would distract me from my current goals.

Which is the truth? 🤷‍♂️