Hey now some of us aspire towards chaotic good or fuck even chaotic neutral. But I've got autism and C-PTSD, I don't like leaving my house so the best I can do is yell butchered Icelandic curses at bible thumpers.

The "lawful neutral" mindset that you mentioned is about self-preservation. It's about keeping your head down and not making a ruckus, or else it's your head that will be on sight. But some people inherently believe in order, and prefer the stability it brings for not questioning the authority.