I love me a good math lecture. (ok well, good ones, like 3blue1brown videos)

It reminds me of listening to fantastical stories as a child that I can barely fathom the results of, let alone the journey. I know I'm hearing very important and profound things, but for the life of me the depth passes me by. Like doggy paddling around the deep end of a pool without even realizing I couldn't touch the bottom if I tried.