we just broke up, and i more or less feel like she didn't want to feel bad so she dated me. i'm highkey tired of people who only like me platonically getting with me because it's only them who try to date me, then they realize they don't like me or didn't like me all along and just played with me because they didn't want to feel bad.

i can't help but be upset and i do not wanna see my ex at all, but she's such a nice person :(

and i'm tired of never "clicking" with people because it's always their damn reason for being hesitant or breaking up with me, i never click with anyone because i'm so damn weird and different and they just feel so bad for me for that.

yes, i need someone to talk to. please be nice and don't be rude or anything like that, i'm not in the mood right now.