I feel like you're reading to me a yugioh trap card that only activates when our opponent summons a big monster. God, the waiting must be agony.
You don't have to like the guy in any way for that to be wrong.
I think death just makes you feel icky. Like, in general.
I don't care that Kirk died. I'm not saying it's a good omen for things to come, exactly, but I can't even pretend to give a shit. The world does not need him.