Thanks for the welcome!

I get that. I occillate pretty wildly between anxious I'm ballsing up and head-pounding rage at my own ineptitude whenever I DIY solo. Thankfully, I have a mega-competent spouse.

We're actually playing Abiotic Factor; hadn't heard of it before my friend recommended it and now it's started a ritual of once a week gaming sesh and chatting about life. It's basically free therapy.

Pretty damn good, actually.

Making some progress on DIY (of which I am terrible). Made a habit of getting up early to do some project work (building 3D models - of which I am terrible). Keeping in touch with buds through PC gaming (of which I am terrible)

Just generally enjoying all those things I'm bad at. Can't imagine how buzzed I'll be if I get any good at them.