wow this is how I learn I'm doing great!

not really though. I would need a second job to actually get anywhere in life. as is, I'm really just dying slowly, skipping meals here and there, and I'm only able to exist at all because my city has public transit and some social safety nets (more than most Americans at least.) If I needed a car for employment, I'd be completely fucked.

unfortunately, I don't think I could survive a second job. I'm quite frail, and what I do already takes a lot out of me. Especially considering that any second job would probably be in the service industry and require lots of standing/lifting/moving...yeaaaa ig I'll just die.