Am I wrong for still thinking about this after 52 days of NC

Some days i feel good but why can't my mind accept that he was keeping me as a backup while telling me he loved me? Was i really that bad to deserve being treated like a second option? I genuinely loved him. What can i do now? Those memories of him talking to someone else feel like a cage i can't escape.

I can't accept that his cheating was his fault...Why do i still blame myself and feel like i wasn't enough..

Why cant i stop questioning my worth..

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[–] 3 points 1 week ago*

At some point you need to get over it and focus on your future. It's perfectly normal to have feelings and questions... But you can't keep being stuck and caught up in some past which didn't work out.

You can't change what happened 2 months ago. But today is today, and you're in control. You can choose what you're going to do today and whether that's good enough for your own liking.

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