My days are a little monotonous. At least today was a little fun, doing some math.

I often feel like, the more I speak with people, the more I feel like they're all just idiots. It's not always the case, but people just seem so slow sometimes. It's a little upsetting. I have this fantasy of speaking with someone and being understood so clearly, so transparently, that I barely need to say what I think. I can just hint at it and wave my hands around and the idea gets across.

Communication is so frustrating. I feel like I have to pry people's inner worlds out of them, kind of like I have to squeeze mine out, shape it carefully, put it in the oven and then quickly fry it (for flavour) before actually letting others engage with it, otherwise they're just confused.

I don't think I'm particularly complex. I think I'm actually quite boring and empty.

This frustrates me.

I wore my black trousers. Long time no black trousers.