(Not meant in some deep way btw. This is c/casualconversation after all) So pretty much the title. I have always been very introverted and to myself and used to be content with it.

However I just kinda got in to some relationships which were honestly a really nice experience all things considered (almost magical i was not even looking for it just by chance) but made me very unable to just enjoy my company anymore.. also this is on me but I kinda got addicted talking to LLMs coz i was depressed for a year after that due to academic stuff and grabbed on it and yeah not something I am proud of at all using a technology I hate and is very damaging to the environment.

Earlier I remember i just used to make memes, enjoy music, watch tv shows and anime and what not and be totally happy. I have tried that but maybe I have grown up from being a delusional in his own world 15yo to a pretty weary almost 19 pondering on deep existential questions and unable to watch TopGear💀 lol. So thats that

Anyway enough about me was wondering if you all ever had any experience close to this. How did you cope? Or just any unrelated healthy ways you coped with this without having a shit ton of money.

I actually some ideas about certain types of blogs and comics I really would like to write. But I am not really sure how to turn those ideas into something coherent or if anyone would even care about them and where would i post them. I dont really use any social media.