That's just how it is to come from a poor family who loves eachother. People who are from a more comfortable background don't get what a privilege it is to have family that is just financially OK. I can barely imagine life without that weight.

I have the passwords to every single of my parent's accounts and get every bill reminder in my inbox.

PS. Realising that I'm privileged to have a family who loves me ofc. They set me up well emotionally, but hoooeee I am never having kids or flying on an airplane, that's for sure.