You get off on that, you aren't guiding them to a better path. You want to traumatize OP. Not happening on my watch. Try again while I'm off-duty.

Maybe more people will pick up the torch to support the hell out of the OP's you choose to abuse. It must be self-defeating to imagine that you might be motivating people (who have more empathy than you) helping the people you work hard to psychologically torture.