So I would say that is coming from your conditon. Im pretty sure you know what you have is no joke and results in many people ending up on the streets with a very poor quality of life. I don't know and can't speak for your therapist but your medication and guidance of professional medical people is your best bet at leading the best quality of life possible. Look and I know it sucks. While I do not have it my brother did and I get why he hated much of it. Work on enjoying life in simple ways. Do art or music if you can and enjoy others works if you can not. Enjoy nature. Enjoy food. I would stay away from thinking of the problems of the world. Its overwhelming even for those of us with our heads on relatively straight.