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My dad refuses to talk to me because I bring up the past and am "bizarre," being schizoaffective and autistic (lemmy.world)
submitted 5 months ago by to c/depression_now@lemmy.world
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My mom found out she had HIV when I was two months old. He has a new family now. Threw out his old one when I was thirteen. Kept me. Threw me away when I wasn't good enough. Apologized. Threw me away again.

×many years and cycles, through track, ROTC, college breakdown, and years of useless piece of shit after

I think I work WITH the CIA, or FBI, or Illuminati, or maybe the aliens put a bug in my head

It's GOD, obviously!

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[–] 9 points 5 months ago (1 child)

I think I work WITH the CIA, or FBI, or Illuminati, or maybe the aliens put a bug in my head

This is your reminder to take your meds.

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  • [–] [S] -1 points 5 months ago*

    And this is the internet's reminder for the 1300th time, I am, and I am going to talk with my one doctor to get off this one seizure medication that has some benefits to bipolar-related disorders, but I will take it until I get switched. I'm on all my other meds. This is just how I am. I told my ROTC cadre that my nonexistent sister got me pregnant because I judged the wrath of my father more of a threat than the United States Military, and now I stare at goats, which is a cultural reference, but at the same time, I am a genuinely hurting, in pain, agony, hell on Earth type human being, you judgmental savage.

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