this is another curated video. Dr. GGamer here is someone who i realize genuinely suffered and wants to help people by giving away the relevant knowledge from the other side of the academical gates. former incel and gamer addict turnt public educator. i downloaded all of his videos and listen to them in a playlist when i feel like i'm stuck and wanna figure out what bothers me in life. then i pick out that video and make notes of the always well-articulated (albeit less sympathically so) key-takeaways of each situation.

here are my notes from the video for executive dysfunction specific to screen addicts/gamers. these are my key take-aways with some anecdotes from my point of view, if you have more take-aways- hey i'll always read & reply to your comments and posts in c/screen_addiction.

  • blood flow to hippocampus lessens, divergent (open-ended) problems become near impossible to break down since that's not what we were doing while we gamed; convergent (close-ended) problems means everything spelled out in-game or we'd get frustrated and quit that game.

  • blood flow to amygdala lessens, negative emotions are literally muted. un-muting (leaving the screen/game) un-mutes us emotionally only to hear an overwhelming queue of negative-emotions which we lost track of how to deal with orderly... a societally ignored or mocked feedbackloop of increased perceived need to game for the real benefit of actually muting negative emotions that do pile up: this ultimately acts like an XP-debuff and life goes on hardmode.

  • serotonin aversion, no sense of accomplishment ever with lower serotonin. more screen & games -> less serotonin in every part of life. feels like hollowing out all meaning until a gnawing hole forms in the bottom of my stomach to right below my chest, in my own words for the daily experience.

  • dopamine dependency, the dopamine-hits we're all struggling with. visual flares and audio queues that induce catharsis under the guise of being just for the mere kinaesthesic sensation of weight in a cyberspace.

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[–] [S] 1 point 5 months ago

'Survival Horror' games i chose for myself (with some let'splays if you don't dare to play them yourself the first time around =)

great documentaries et al on most of these: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC2lj7-gp86Bf2bjVg40tXuw


2023 Amnesia: the Bunker
2020 Amnesia: Rebirth
2013 Amnesia: a Machine for Pigs
2011 Amnesia: Justine
2010 Amnesia: Dark Descent (PC for all, i have yet to dare to play these)
https://youtu.be/EHZwFlsM-_o


2009 F.E.A.R. 2: Reborn 2009 F.E.A.R. 2: Project Origin
2007 F.E.A.R. Perseus Mandate
2006 F.E.A.R. Extraction Point
2005 F.E.A.R. (PC for all, the PS3 & X360 ports are laggy, also i have yet to dare to play these)
https://youtu.be/aVa6wlgR9CM


2006 ObsCure 1 (on PS2)
(no video essay, sorry~)


2005 Haunting Ground (on PS2)
https://youtu.be/fDSWw0CcJl4


2004 Kuon (on PS2)
https://youtu.be/tGRQpgY3QPU


2003 Hungry Ghosts (on PS2)
https://youtu.be/EtSEidv6Yso


1999 Koudelka (on PS1)
https://youtu.be/tWS4V7DeamM
https://youtu.be/BVhveCsF2sg


1998 Hellnight/Dark Messiah (on PS1)
https://youtu.be/=HKFYzYxpe_o
https://youtu.be/mQ5P79HW79w


1996 Enemy Zero (on Saturn)
https://youtu.be/imdBM477z2g

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