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Anyone just depresed af right now? How's life going? (piefed.ca)
submitted 6 months ago by to c/asklemmy@lemmy.world
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01:15 (AM that is, but using 24 hour time format doesn't need AM/PM) here... zero sleep, listening to a bunch of depression music... :/

Living with family (family of origin, that is) but half of my family members are away... especialy mom...

You only learn to appreciate someone¹ once they're gone... this time for 30 days... one day its gonna be forever... 🥺 (¹mom that is, Idk how to feel about older brother, still haven't fixed the broken relationship since those series of fights about 7-9 years ago... )

Mom's so busy with my brother's marriage plans, haven't have much time to talk to me. Idk what to even say on the phone... I just wanna hear her voice... I kinda have a panic attach if i don't hear her voice or if she takes too long to respond...

I'm just feeling very suicidal rn

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[–] 15 points 6 months ago (1 child)

For what it's worth, yeah. At first I might've thought it was kinda annoying. But I've seen you around here enough in various communities that I no longer see you as a random internet user, but instead as an active member of our little online community, and I would absolutely notice if you left.

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  • [–] 4 points 6 months ago

    Yeah, same here. I can remember a few different scattered interactions I've had with OP — enough that if they never posted again, I would notice their absence.

    I wouldn't say that trauma dumps are fun to read, but as someone who has plenty of trauma of my own, being able to relate to a random internet person has sometimes been a rare source of solace for me.

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