I absolutely do not think you should kill yourself, and that was clearly not my position. What I am saying is that your worldview is profoundly fatalist and anti-human. You treat development as inherently suspect, human flourishing as fundamentally evil, and systemic change as either impossible or irrelevant next to private moral restraint. The logical horizon of that politics is not liberation or transformation. It is managed decline, despair, and eventually mass death.
That is exactly why I spent this entire exchange arguing against your position so forcefully. I think you are wrong in almost every respect. I think better is possible. I think human beings are not a plague species. I think ecological survival requires transforming how we organize production, not retreating into sanctimonious moralism about individual behavior. I think suicide is bad. I think extinction is bad. I think your politics point in that direction precisely because they deny the possibility of collective human development without treating humanity itself as the problem.
And more importantly, notice what you are doing again here. You are still avoiding the substance of everything I said. You have latched onto one line that you are misinterpreting so that you can dodge the actual argument about systems, power, class, production, and planning.