something to do with animals, maybe vet, then realized vet school is far too competitive to get into, and then noticed i almost never interacted with most animals despite liking it, also having unpleasant experience with pets and thier owners before the pandemic. maybe bio-research but its so gatekeeped(experience wise, job hunting is lacking, not enough resources for university to have labs for the hordes of students that need it) to hell most graduates dont ever get into the field at all. and a community school that had thier courses at the equivalent to a University(ivy league level) which cause so many to suffer academically.