I have multi-sensory aphantasia. No pictures/sounds/tastes/touch/smell. My inner voice is soundless but constant.

I discovered aphantasia at 40; it is not a lack or detriment merely a difference. I talked with my Mum about it, she is has aphantasia and didn't realise and she is 66.

Aphantasia doesn't hold you back or make life harder; especially since you can go decades without realising that you have it.

You may have other stuff, ASD or ADHD etc....but aphantaisa isn't in the same realm.