Oh, I am well aware I am autistic, I come from a long line of train-obsessed men, grandpa literally had his own model set the size of two queen or king mattresses that he custom made himself, dad was a mechanical dork, and I am a software envineering dork who loves to play or mod or make games into as close to a complex immersive sim as possible.
Don't know why you think that's 'bad news', or has anything to do with Tylenol tho, I guarantee I'm better at any kind of engineering or data modelling/analysis than you, lol.