The pain never stops, and so does the grind…

Welcome back!

Welcome back!

Where I am vic rehab is amazing. Helped me with several stuff like getting a buss pass, interview clothes and such. They will advocate for you and try to help you find a job you actually can and want to do.

Not a clue. The doctor & mri doctors didn't see anything besides a few minor problems that don't explain it. Though, I know what I did that started them, furniture delivery. They just got worse with every job, chore, I did over these 25 years.

Any idea what kinda ailment is causing your pain?

hugs <3

Thank you so much!! I really appreciate it a lot. I'm trying!! Aaaaaa

Thank you for the suggestions! I really appreciate it. <3 There's not anything around here that I qualify for that I don't already get, there's not much help around here in general, unfortunately. Thank you for wanting to help, it means a lot to me.

Thank you so, so much. I wish I could express how much I appreciate your comment!! I hope so, too... Thank you again

Thank you so much... I really appreciate it more than I can express and I wish I could. I'm trying so hard to give myself grace. Thank you.

I don't have a gofundme, but I do have cashapp and paypal and I think I have a venmo. I haven't posted on mutual aid communities, but I guess I probably should, since I don't know what else to do...but I just feel so bad asking or taking money and I feel like I don't deserve it and so many people have it worse than me, ya know? I feel like a jerk. And I don't know what I'd say in a post. I struggle really hard to communicate.

Do you know of any good mutual aid communities? I'll have to try to search again later. My brain is not cooperating and the search isn't great.

I guess if anyone sees this and wants to help: my CashApp is $izzi6, my PayPal is izzisixx @ rocketmail . com, my Venmo is @egdirbretla. But please don't feel obligated to!! No one owes me anything!!

Fuck, this sucks so bad. Hang in there!

do you have a gofundme or way people can send you funds, have you considered posting on mutual aid communities?

It's not weak or abnormal to feel overwhelmed in these conditions, give yourself grace and stay pragmatic if you can - when overwhelmed, I sometimes just try to think of what next pragmatic step I can take. Often times the despair leaks in when I feel there is nothing I can do, and staying focused on a task that takes me in the right direction often helps me cope by distracting me from the despair (and sometimes restoring a sense of agency).

I'm so sorry :-( that sounds so miserable and scary. all I can say is, hang in there. I can't imagine how you're dealing with this. hope you get your support network back as soon as possible.

Have you tried talking to any local outreach programs? Social programs at any hospitals you may frequent? Depending on your state, you can get a lot of these things for next to nothing or free.